1. |
A Party With Myself
03:09
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You always smelled just like me
Just another human with aspirations and dreams
I miss that smell you had
The one that made me feel like I wasn't as alone
I often wish my friends would often talk to me more
But I look to myself
And I realize I got nobody to blame but me
I hope that you still have that taste I left in your mouth
The last time I saw your face
Because I still have that taste in my mouth
You'll just find somebody else to fill that hole
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2. |
Lovely
03:15
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I loved the way that you talked
To me
I loved the way that you
Moved when you saw me across the hallway
You were my everything
Now you're just a stranger with shattered memories
Can't take back what I gave you
So much regret for what I did
For you
I really hope that you don't stay
I won't miss you
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3. |
Silence
02:50
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I will breathe real slowly
So that you can't hear me
When your eyes are meeting mine
Is it so selfish?
To want some human connection
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4. |
Sofarinrunning
05:10
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Grandpa smiled, said "You're so far in running."
That made his funeral much harder to watch.
The back roads ways,
The VBS and godly praise
Before the science and the shakes
And hanging out in the fourth grade.
I mowed my lawn today, ran over a dead bird.
Don't think he minded too much, was already dead and gone.
I won't have kids, I won't put anyone through this
Through waking up alone
Good vibes.
Everyone is gonna die.
So stick around or watch me burn
While you wallow within your own custom concern.
We've won many battles but we lost the holy war.
So look at how remarkable and special you are
We're too young to die
But I'm not scared of letting go.
Remember when we thought it'd never come to this,
The dinosaurs and birthday gifts
You're so far in running
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5. |
Stone Cold
03:48
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I see your ghost in my room
Stone cold shoulders
Here for hours
Can't take back what I did
Stone cold hands
Touch my chest
I can't breathe right now
Are you here?
I want you here
I need you now more than anything else right now.
In my shower
In here for hours
I need you to put me in your arms one last time please
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6. |
Little Things
03:01
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The little things on my mind
All the times you said
I mattered
Meant nothing in the end
Your face tear-stained
Your heart torn right in half
everything I can't do to myself
And I was such a sucker
To trust my own heart
I cant do it
No I can't do it
And I was such a sucker
To trust my own heart
I can't do it
No I can't do it
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7. |
The Path I Have Chosen
03:57
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I see myself in the mirror
I don't even know what I am looking at
It's been
One long year
I am not the same
I hope that this was a good change
And I will learn to love myself
And I will learn to
Appreciate what I have right here
And I
And I will learn to love myself
Before the end of this year
Awake
At 3am
Seems to help the pain just a little
Can't do this anymore
It is a matter of more
And I will learn to love myself
Before the end of this year
And I will learn to
Appreciate what I have
Before it is all gone
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8. |
The End Of July
03:03
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On my front lawn once again
Laying on the wet grass
Staring at the moon
Kinda reminds me of you
Legs are aching
Arms are shaking
I feel that urge again
Sometimes I still blame myself for what happened at the end of july
Looking, feeling, hoping
Knowing.
That I
In the end
Was way better off without you
And sometimes
Oh sometimes
Oh sometimes
I still blame myself for what happened at the end of july
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9. |
Sweater
02:42
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A sweater will keep me warm
In a place I've never been
A place that keeps going on
A place I want to return to
I was so excited
The sweater was kept close
Lose threads were not a problem
But my brain was
I looked toward the edge
I looked toward fire
My sweater will keep me warm
In this place I've never
Been before
Before
Before
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10. |
Ava's Song
03:05
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Darkness had claimed my being
My heart was torn in half
Something shined that light
Something I couldn't quite see
I opened my eyes
Ava oh Ava
You we're the sign
That I would make it past August
With my life
Ava oh Ava
I was crashing
I was burning
But you we're there
Oh Ava
There's no one else
Like Ava
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